The thought of leaving is enough to make sure everybody fakes another smile to leave on good terms. Three more months until I'm gone, I've made some friends but I've lost a lot. There's no point in trying to patch things up now. Sprawling out across the floor, trying harder to ignore everything that's in my mind. I just can't keep living like this. I need a new way to spend my time.
Track Name: Ice Warriors
Living life the way I did last year but somehow everyone around me keeps on changing. Still unfazed about my age, I think I'll always be this way. 17 until I'm in my grave. I know it's going to end but these times will never leave us. I swore I'd never miss those nights alone. I know it's going to end but these times will never leave us. No one warned me that this place would never feel like home. Going broke but I'm always down, wasting money in this empty town. Things keep coming back to us. Same old friends in a different month, winter break just can't come soon enough. Leaving never felt so bad with all the friends I never had, I never got to say goodbye.
Track Name: Mr. Burt Bacharach
It's been a long week again, somethings keeping time dragging on. I've got no time to myself, it seems like sleeping is the only time off. Give me something I need something, Give me something to hold onto. When everyday feels the same it's hard to thing straight. It's been too long since I've felt something real. I'm sick of everyone around here. Another boring night driving on these empty streets and I've got nothing left. I can't forget about the days and nights and weeks I spent alone. I can't think anymore. I think I did it, I think I made it. It's been awhile but it feels like it's better. I like not having something I need to hide behind.